| Location | Birmingham |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 07/02/2008 |
| Date of Death | 04/02/2008 |
| Visitors | 5,258 since 09/04/2008 |
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I found out i was pregnant with our first baby on 12th august 2007,it was the happiest day of our lives-i took 3 pregnancy tests to make sure i wasnt dreaming!!! was so so excited-we couldnt believe we had got pregnant on the first try-we felt so lucky. all our appointments went great and our baby was healthy and well. i loved feeling every movement-and my constantly growing belly! we were so excited and so so happy.
but at 27 weeks everything changed......
daniel constantly kicked me and i loved seeing my belly move everytime he did, it was the most amazing feeling,but he hadnt seemed to kick me for while-so we went to the hospital to check he was ok. the midwife listened in and we heard the heartbeat-and she told us everything was fine-he had just got less room now-and had probably turned round so i couldnt feel kicks anymore. we was relieved,and went home smiling. although i missed him kicking me-we didnt worry too much-as we had heard his heartbeat and was told it was fine-so we thought this was just normal.
another few days passed-and we decided to go in again-just to check. we had to go to the delivery suite-and the midwifes were really busy.the midwife who ended up seeing me made me feel really guilty about wasting her time, and sighed and huffed a lot.it took her a while to find the heart beat and my heart sank as the look on her face changed. eventually she found the heartbeat and again she made me feel really silly,like i was over reacting. telling me to stop worrying.so again-we went home and tried not to worry. but this time i couldnt-something just wasnt right-i didnt feel the same-i just didnt "feel" pregnant anymore.
the next time we went to the hospital was 29weeks. and that was the day our whole world fell apart.
the midwife again took a long time in finding the heartbeat, i was so worried. she said we had to go for a scan,my heart dropped.
i KNEW something wasnt right.i was so scared to find out something might be wrong with our baby.
we waited for the scan for what felt like a lifetime, i heard midwifes whispering and i just wanted to get in the room and see my little baby moving around and be told it everything was ok.
nothing could prepare me for the next few minutes.
as soon as i saw our baby on the screen i just knew. his heart was still.but even so the words that followed felt like a knife right through my heart "im sorry but your baby has no heartbeat".
i knew something was wrong,but i NEVER anticipated that.how could my baby have died inside me and i didnt know. the guilt of this will never leave me.
i cant describe the immence pain of knowing that i had lost our baby, i had failed him, he had stopped living inside me.
we had lost our baby forever and our whole world had changed in the space of 30 seconds.
the hours and days surrounding this time are somewhat of a blur. i was induced and gave birth to our beautiful baby boy on 7th feb 08.
we have since found out that i had caught a common infection called parvovirus, this passed to daniel, and caused hydrops. the chances of the infection passing to daniel and being fatal was 1%. we were just so very very unlucky. he was taken against all odds.
we now know the love that people describe when they have their babies-but we have this love-and no baby here to give it to. we were just so proud to meet our little boy, he is everything we could have ever dreamed and more. we just cant believe we will never see him again-we will never hold him again.it is the worst pain we have ever felt.he should be here with us.we just want our boy back.
He is very much loved by a lot of people who all share our pain, but have been a tremendous support.
we wanted to set up this site to share our story and tell everyone about our beautiful baby daniel.
our first born child we are so proud.
beloved son of kirsty and richard,
great grandson to rita and pauline,
grandson to jo,david,ann and gary,
nephew to davey,emma,clare,kelly and darren.
Daniel's middle name is in memory of my late best friend, she was tragically taken but always in our hearts. please visit her site and light a candle for a very special and beautiful girl. jayne heather williams.We know daniel is safe in your arms.
our love for you will never change.
you may not be in our arms-but you will always be in our hearts.
sleep tight little man,all our love,mummy and daddy xxx
THEY SAY THERE IS A REASON,THEY SAY THAT TIME WILL HEAL,
BUT NEITHER TIME NOR REASON,WILL CHANGE THE WAY WE FEEL,
FOR NO ONE KNOWS THE HEARTACHE THAT LIES BENEATH OUR SMILES,
NO ONE KNOWS THE MANY TIMES WEVE BROKEN DOWN AND CRIED,
WE WANT TO TELL YOU SOMETHING,SO THERE WILL BE NO DOUBT,
YOURE SO WONDERFUL TO THINK ABOUT,BUT SO HARD TOO LIVE WITHOUT
Hey my beautiful boy........I've been thinking of you a lot lately, your sister is getting really big and cheeky now and it just makes me wonder what you have would been like if you were still with us, she still young but trying to learn her of you, and tell her she has a big brother angel...she's doesn't understand but she will soon and she will be just as proud to have a big brother as we are to have you as are son..
You'll never be forgotten, always in my heart...
Love daddy and faith xx
Beautiful Daniel
Can you believe it's been 3 years little man.
You're in my thoughts every bit as much today as the day you were born.
I love you and miss you
Good night, God bless, sweet dreams, too-da-loo, see you later alligator.
Lots of love and hugs and kisses,
Grandma
Beautiful Daniel
Dear Daniel,
3 years ago today you came and went,
but to me you were heaven sent.
One day little man I'll be with you
We'll look down on Mum and Dad and Faith
and together we'll keep them safe
Love Grandad
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIEL
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Birthday Remembrance
Thinking of you on your birthday Daniel
But that is nothing new
For no day dawns and no day ends
Without a thought of you.
We cannot send a birthday card,
Your hand we cannot touch,
But God will take our greetings
To the one we love so much.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIEL
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bigs hugs from me to you and your family
and friends that you miss you ever day but
in our hearts forever you will not be forgotin
all my love hugs and xxxx from me Sylvie
mommy of Samantha Belanger and
Granddaughter of Albert and Marie-Jeanne
Belanger take care bye for now.
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hi Daniel you are always in my thoughts, but extra hugs and kisses on ur 3rd birthday, say hello to ur aunty Jayne for me. All my love Helen xx
BIG HUGS DANIEL
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⋱♰⋰ Angel Day ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Your Angel Day in Heaven ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Many tears will fall for you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ You touched so many loving hearts ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ There’s so many missing you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ As you now live in paradise ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Its Heaven up above stay ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Close to all your loved ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ ones For it’s you they ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ miss and love ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ forgoten you take care love from me ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Sylvie mommy of Samantha Belanger ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ Marie-Jeanne Belanger take care ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ hugs and XXXX bye for now good ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ night ⋱♰⋰
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Hey baby daniel.... you're never far from my mind and you know I never forget you - your little sister is not so little and has energy for the both of you!! We miss you - it's hard to even talk about you sometimes but I know you're in a better place, God bless. Lots and lots of love, Aunty C xxxxx
2 years ago today should have been your due date little man. time has gone so quick and it just feeld like yesterday that was the hardest time in our lives. we miss you so much and it still hurts that we cannot hold you and see you playing with your little sister. thankyou for looking after her,we know u will always protect her like every big brother would. i am so proud of you and u are always in my thoughts. im so sorry i couldnt keep hold of you but i know you are somewhere lovely with lots of special angel friends to play with.
all our love always,
mummy,daddy and lil sis faith xxxxxxxx
A Birthday In Heaven - by Kris Smith
I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My Birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a Birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play jump rope
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
We’ll have our cake and ice cream
And open gifts - SURPRISE!
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
With love from your little Angel XX
My Precious Grandson - by Unknown Author
For Josephine XX
I have a little Grandson,
Who means the world to me
He's living with the Angels
And is as special as can be
And even though he's up there,
Playing in the clouds
He's still my precious Grandson
And I am so very proud.
I know I can not hold him,
Or bounce him on my knee
But only have to close my eyes,
His little face to see.
I never will stop missing him
And wishing he were here
But sometimes I feel, indeed I know
That he is very near.
So play happily my precious Angel
I love you so and always will,
And you will never be forgotten
I am your Granny still. XX
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